Tuesday, December 27, 2011
I hear half that half the battle is in your mind. This means I'm already half way healed. With the right mind set and God of course, the treatment is not that hard. I don't look at my life as if, I look at it as when?. All the treatment I go through is just something I have to do to get healed. Everything thats happened in my life is part of Gods purpose and I wouldnt have it any other way.
Friday, December 16, 2011
That wasn't do bad, wow, I can't believe I'm writing this haha. God is good, I must say. I just went through six bags of chemo and my blood count is better then before I was ever diagnosed. I feel great. Haven't missed a meal. I'm going home tomorrow. I feel normal, I don't feel sick. I know God is healing me. Not only is he healing me but he is also taking away the side affects from the medicine. God is good, cant wait to see what my future holds.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
I got my acceptance letter for UTEP today. It's kind of sad. I guess I hadn't thought about it too much but all my senior friends are moving on next year. I sorta wanna move on to but if I did I would miss out on my senior year and I am NOT going to let cancer take anything from me. I'm giving cancer 8 months, that's it. I refuse to give it my senior year. I refuse to give it anything else. Everything happens for a reason. This is all part of Gods plan for my life.