Thursday, March 29, 2012

Things I do not understand

The things that I don't understand help me understand things that I didn't understand before the things that I don't understand now happened to me. Does that make sense? Probably not. I've just had 4 days of chemo and I might be a little foggy right now. What I mean to say is it's funny how not understanding something can make you understand so much. I don't understand why I got sick. I don't understand why I have to do the things that I have to do but I do understand that I don't need to understand. I also understand that as long as I'm healthy I'll be happy. I understand that I don't have to have the biggest house when I grow up to be happy. I understand that I don't have to make the most money to be happy. I don't have to have the nicest car to be happy. I don't even have to always be happy to be happy. So... I don't understand some things but the things that I don't understand help me understand things that I may otherwise never have understood before.