Friday, December 14, 2012
I'm at a point where I feel like my life is ending. Not my whole life, just parts of it. I guess everybody feels this way at some point whether it be graduating high school or moving out. I am so ready to be done with cancer. I hate it. Not all of it but I hate most of it. I hate leaving home. I hate getting chemo. I hate missing out. Not all of cancer has been bad to me though. Cancer has made me love life. I love my life. I love having family and friends and making people laugh. I never felt so good before I had cancer. So I pray to God that as he closes the bad part of cancer, he leaves all the positive things open.